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‘You’re mine tonight babygirl’
He says this with his hand already halfway up my thigh.
‘I’ve been waiting ages for you to text me’
He says this with his eyes locked on my clothed chest as if undressing me with his gaze.
‘I love you a lot you know?’
He says this for the first time as he’s maneuvering himself around the dinginess of his beat up automobile.
‘You like it, yeah?’
He says this as I’m desperately trying to feel something other than pain.
‘Yes. Yes. Fuck.’
He says this with a pleasured grimace, looking everywhere but my own eyes.
‘Wow babe. That was some real shit’
He says this while putting himself together and moving me aside.
‘I know right?’
I say this while wondering why I even agreed in the first place. There isn’t a part of my body that doesn’t feel pain.

'No.’
I say this when he messages me again, hoping for a round 2.

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No Title. |(Morsus Engel)| (via actuates)
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Note to Self: You gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn’t about anybody. Live for you. Honor you. Never lose sight of that.
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secretswecouldnevertell:
“ emotionskunst:
“ prettieparker86:
“ Never followed this couple, but this gif always breaks my heart. Because you watch it all unfold in heartbreaking detail…
The camera’s on them, she goes to look at him,...
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